Happy Tuesday ALL

Today is Tuesday, as I've said in my few posts that my husband is getting ready for deployment and as the day and date is getting closer I feel the emptiness already. I was talking to him last night and I told him not to remind me about his departure. I don't know if I am strong enough to be able to handle our separation especially that we will not have much contact because of some reasons which is very understandable as a military. I always pray and seek the Lord's guidance and strength for everyday tasks and be able to handle all this things.

This morning, when my children woke up around 8:00AM they went to the kitchen and asked me to cook a pancake like their daddy used to make for them. I told my eldest son, I will make pancakes tomorrow for breakfast but not this morning and he understand it. I know, it's really tough to be a single parent at this moment especially my children are daddy's boy. They keep on talking about their daddy and I am thankful that they never forget their daddy. Every time they will see their daddy's picture they kissed it. Earlier, my 2 year old said to the picture of his daddy "I Love you daddy, I miss you daddy" it really breaks my heart but I have to be strong for my kids and husband that needs me the most. God, I know you are always there for us and I know you always keep your promise to us that You will never leave us. Thank you for being always there for me, I cannot do this alone, I needed you the most.